a topic, i may have.
well, i think i have a topic. i'll explain it some other time. but basically i'm going to focus on samolone rossi and mantua. i'll explain more. if you know anything about rossi, you might see why.
university has commenced once again. it's a different feeling knowing this is probably, undoubtly, your last year. what is even stranger is knowing that all of your friends are probably not graduating this year and still have at least another year to go. university, in many ways, is like an extension of high school--for the undergads. but in so many other ways, it is nothing like high school. for one thing, i like being a student at university. i hated high school. another is that exceptations are far different and peoples goals are really varied. i'm going on to graduate school, but i don't know anyone else who is. i don't know what i would do if i didn't do more schooling. i couldn't do much, really.
today was an easy day, but it was also a stressful day. i've had very busy days all summer and today was considerably an easy day with not much to do. it was hard to handle. i walked around the music building a lot trying to think of something i needed to do. when i couldn't, i think i got a bit down. i think it's the sudden let down from doing so much and living day-to-day with a lot of stressful activity to going back to a steady routine that is relatively relaxing. so right now i'm feeling a bit down, i just need to adjust to the change of pace. it's hard to do. its like, being on a sugar high and just crashing from it. usually a good night sleep seems to make me feel better.
sorry this post was not really about music but just about myself. this journal used to be about myself as writing has been my main means of letting out my feelings but since it's mostly focused on writing about music related topics. so i apologise if you are dissapointed, somehow.
university has commenced once again. it's a different feeling knowing this is probably, undoubtly, your last year. what is even stranger is knowing that all of your friends are probably not graduating this year and still have at least another year to go. university, in many ways, is like an extension of high school--for the undergads. but in so many other ways, it is nothing like high school. for one thing, i like being a student at university. i hated high school. another is that exceptations are far different and peoples goals are really varied. i'm going on to graduate school, but i don't know anyone else who is. i don't know what i would do if i didn't do more schooling. i couldn't do much, really.
today was an easy day, but it was also a stressful day. i've had very busy days all summer and today was considerably an easy day with not much to do. it was hard to handle. i walked around the music building a lot trying to think of something i needed to do. when i couldn't, i think i got a bit down. i think it's the sudden let down from doing so much and living day-to-day with a lot of stressful activity to going back to a steady routine that is relatively relaxing. so right now i'm feeling a bit down, i just need to adjust to the change of pace. it's hard to do. its like, being on a sugar high and just crashing from it. usually a good night sleep seems to make me feel better.
sorry this post was not really about music but just about myself. this journal used to be about myself as writing has been my main means of letting out my feelings but since it's mostly focused on writing about music related topics. so i apologise if you are dissapointed, somehow.
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